Thursday, February 19, 2009 @ 9:31 PM
this sucks D:
i'm coping badly with
the nanyang curriculum.
sleepy half the time,
i fall asleep in japanese class,
stone in science class,
blur in maths,
dream in language arts.
i got 3/10 for my factors
and multiples maths quiz,
failed my history assignment,
{ which i have to REDO, F.Y.I. }
and will barely pass my history,
science and geography tests
which i have taken.
i suck at scrabble,
no help to miss yin at all.
i'm too stupid,
no help to myself at all.
i hate ME.
i just lost my art assignment.
my mum probably dumped it
while saying what she says for
all my drawings :
"eeeee, so ugly. aiya, throw away lahh."
T-T i am not gonna
be able to be promoted to
SEC TWOOO ELEVEN
if i don't get 60% for all my subjects !
this is atrocious,
as sherman would say.
went back to xhps to help
with scrabble today.
saw khaiwen.
she seems to be coping veh well !
so jealous
xhps feels so familiar,
but so, so much like a stranger.
weird.
i didn't like that feeling.
it felt like i no longer belonged.
Kia Yee <3
xoxo.
PS. Srries for updating so late uhhs.
