depression.
Monday, June 22, 2009 @ 5:22 PM
my parents had this big fight yesterday. ugh.
they were discussing about how i should write my chinese composition,
then one of them triggered the fight by saying some accusing thing,
then the fuse blew.
my dad was screaming and yelling the four-letter word in all different tenses,
forms, etc. ( e.g. insert the verb here ing, insert the verb here ed )
it was really really traumatizing for my little brother, and he cried.
well actually i started crying first, but still.
my mum stormed off after my dad parked the car under our block.
i was absolutely furious. it was not the first time they had done this, and
god, was i PISSED.
they always have to ruin things like that, what the hell.
and this time i felt that it was totally my fault,
if i could write a good, satisfying essay, i wouldn't have had to ask them for help.
afterwards, my dad was going on and on about how it was not our fault.
and he asked who we would go with if he and my mum divorced.
thanks a lot, dad. but anyway, he, my brother and i knew what our answers
would be. we would go with our father.
my mum gave me hell last year, about psle and etc. she's giving my brother hell
now about his studies and etc. so the answer is obvious.
haiis. i am so extremely freaking pissed.
and my chinese compo and mindmap is still not done,
plus i haven't memorized the 200 su2 yu3 and 250 cheng2 yu3.
and the youth day funfair crap's not done.
and only 3 people in class have volunteered. thanks a lot guys.
most of you probably brushed off the message i sent down the relay,
b'cos you couldn't care or you were lazy. "thankyouu".
on the plus side, no cca the whole week. but why ?
;Dkiayee
xoxo.
