early before the time had come, there was a single butterfly, flitting around in my stomach, grazing the sides, tickling me. gradually, one became two, then three, then four, until there were hundreds of them.
and them BOOM! the person before me came out after her exam and BOOM! it was my turn. he was a 'sir'. i tried to imagine him as my father, and it helped. a little. my pieces turned out better than i had expected. much, much better. i messed up my G minor scale though. totally forgot the b flat D:
anyway, to clarify the matter of hanjing's tag.
i don't set 'standards' for how i talk to my friends. all i tried to express was my difficulty to understand and feel a sense of belonging with you guys because of the difference in the way we talk. and no, it's not how stupid or how 'smart' someone is, it's just because of their surroundings. but i'm not insulting your friends or whoever, for they too, were influenced, and so were the people who influenced them. so i don't think there should be standards of whatever. just that i don't feel like i belong with you guys, talking , laughing, joking. it's hard.
if the 'she' on your blog post is me, i hope you understand that i'm not embarassed to be your friend. i am so BLOODY thankful you were my friend. you taught me many, many, many things. i am so grateful to you.
i hope that you understand that i'm bad with words. i'm not tactful enough, not thoughtful enough, not everything enough.
i envy you. don't be bitter, i beg of you.
pandora; hyunjoongjungmin&taemin.
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i'm kiayee.
i love the rain, kpop, drawing, and i especially love my friends.
sometimes i will cry for no particular reason at all.
but i'm not always 'emo'.
i have my good days, like any regular person i know.
i have days when i will laugh till my stomach hurts,
or days when i get a good score on that chinese test i wanted ace.
some days i get new friends, and i'm happy.
i can get very very upset sometimes.
since 7 November 09.
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