unexpectedly - a rant with two moods.
Monday, November 23, 2009 @ 8:25 PM
i am stinging right now and i want to cry.
i feel super unappreciated - i am pissed.
do you guys really hate me like i suspect?
am i a piece of shit that you can just throw around; a disgusting bug you can't wait to flick off?
i wouldn't mind the wasted time and effort if you guys would just show a little appreciation,
say you're sorry and thank me for the effort.
is it that difficult for you guys to be nice?
well, at least now i know who i should trust and who i shouldn't.
i need a shoulder right now, i know a good one,
but it's owner isn't online right now. he/she is probably busy with his job.
aish, i feel like ranting a little more, and originally i wanted to use certain words,
but i really shouldn't. now here or now.
and i am getting more and more upset by someone.
he/she is completely oblivious - and that stings sometimes,
when he/she tells me certain things, things i never want to hear.
not again.
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anyway, breaking free of the emo bit,
i have finally edited the html codes for my blogskins page, and i'm quite pleased with myself.
i shall start work on a blogskin soon. need to find good resources or make my own first.
hahaha, i've realized that blogging helps me get out of my moods.
it must help, releasing all that locked emotion.
pandora.
hyunjoongjungminhongki&taemin.
