waiting for the rainbow after the shower.

Tuesday, July 29, 2008 @ 7:07 PM

harlows . it's me . again .

life isn't easy, but i've got to keep
my head up and
live it my way.

nobody's gonna ruin it.
i won't let them.
so go on. scold me
whatever you want.

i don't give a DAMN.

anyways, i have NO reason
to get upset over this.
many people are living
far worst lives than me.

what have i got
to complain about?
NOTHING.

so try me, people.
try to make me
down and useless
and hopeless
and pathetic
and an idiot.
continue.

live your life your way.

SORRY

Tuesday, July 22, 2008 @ 5:51 PM

Look. I'm SORRY. S-O-R-R-Y, SORRY.
I'm SORRY for being an idiot,
SORRY for hurting anyone's feelings,
SORRY if you hate me.
Look. Wouldn't you feel proud of yourself
if you did a little better than other people?
Be honest. Seriously. But anyways.
SORRY. I really am.
I didn't know I was such an idiot.
SORRY. I hope everyone can forgive me.
SORRY Khai Wen, Jairus, Jared and all other smart
people if I have ever stolen the "limelight" from you.

Cryyyyyyyy~~~

Monday, July 14, 2008 @ 6:38 PM

i believe everyone hates me now. i believe it.
you don't need to force-feed the fact to me.

i believe the girl hanjing was talking about
on her blog is me right [ guessing ]? and justin chua is
the most possible person to be anon. [ refer
to tagboard ] and cindy and soopeng hate me,
right?

i shan't hide the truth that is staring me
in the face. i accept it. but let me tell you people
out there first: i'll work hard. i'll try to achieve
what revolting anon [ refer to tagboard ] said.

i won't let you people see me cry. i won't let that
happen. i won't let you people out there see me
at my weakest. i won't. i shan't. i can't. i refuse to.
work hard everyone. i hope you go to your dream
schools. and i said i will work my hardest. i will,
trust me on that. trust me.

just you people wait.

just wait.

Wednesday, July 9, 2008 @ 6:40 PM

i'm so nervous. i'm going for the general ability test
on 19 july 08 for the direct school admission thingy.
have to study all those dumb maths logic questions.
seriously. even if i get in, i don't think i will choose
raffles' girls. go there suffer for what? got ip progamme
some more. [s]fuck[/s].

Friday, July 4, 2008 @ 5:44 PM

jealousy. yes, that's the thing that's making
you people out there dislike, hate, detest,
resent and ignore me.
well, let me tell you something:
the feeling's mutual. i hate you too. :)
aren't you just delighted!
oh well, next year 就bai bai liaos.
aren't you grinning from ear to ear again!
go find someone or something else to hate, idiots.

Tuesday, July 1, 2008 @ 5:11 PM

okay, i'm gonna cut to the chase. i'm just going to ask "some people" 2 simple questions

1:) why are you ignoring miie? during higher chinese, you people leave miie alone and go to
the third floor toilet to do god knows what.

2:) did i do something wrong? i need to know.

please reply asap. i'm so confused by you people.

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