never blogged for a few days,
sorry >(00)<

met hanjing at suntec city just now.
she was wearing
a peach top,
a black racerback
and faded jeans.
i REALLY LOVEEEEEE her outfit.

so jealous ><

whywhywhy oh
why must i look like a COMPLETE fool
compared to her ?

i was wearing
a pink shortshortshort-sleeveddd top
with a pink sweater tied round my neck
and a palepalepale blue skirt.

L.A.M.E.

haiis.
not to mention,
the sweater had spots of
root beer float on it ><"

i was eating at Just Noodles with my family.
eateateat.
then, accidentally sent
the spoon in the cup of root beer float
flying 3 feet in the air.
splasheddd on my mum
my bag.
my hair { wahhhs } .
my sweater.

so FREAKING paisehhh.
thankfully, nobody really bothered to notice.

PHEW !

bought a new top
at the C.O.A.X. sale on the first floor.
it's grey,
with a matching belt
and extremely short tie.
{ it's abt 3 inches - 3.5 inches }

the sleeves are a little puffy though.
looks okayy.

found a jeans shop
selling $10 jeans.
nothing i wanted though.
all skinny and tight and weird.

but my dad found a pair of jeans
{ FINALLY }

everyone pretty happy,
except my mum.
scream-EDDDDD
abt the root beer float on her bag.

haiis.
i'm starting to believe
tht i'm a TOTAL KLUTZ.

H.E.L.P.

i'm at episode TWELVEEEE of
my precious PRINCESSHOURS !

if only, in this world,
there were boys like
信君 && 律君 ♥

they are
THE BEST EVER ♥

unfortunately,
in this tragic and unsatisfying reality,
there are no such boys/men,
there are barely any palaces,
AND most importantly,
there are NO fairytale endings.

which is why many people play games :
to escape reality

it's sad to think of that.
it's TRAGIC.

haiiis ;D
if i could,
i would be an actress when i grow up,
act with really sweet actors
&& get my fairytale ending.

just this once.
just once and then
i'll give up on these things.
i just want to have it ONCE.

i would do almost anything to get an ending like tht.

"Puppy love ALWAYS messes up"

buhbais(;
dedicated readers ♥

heyyheyys ;D
watching Princess Hours ♥
i LOVEEEEE 信君 !
he is SOOO sweet when he's nice(((:

彩静 is so LUCKY.
律君 is cute too, but really, REALLY bad ):<

NAUGHTY boy.
BOOs D:

if he wasn't the BAD guy,
i would LOVE him !

bleHHs.
audition is undergoing maintainence.
until FOUR p.m.

haiiiis.
buhbais :D
off to watch my precious
HANDSOMES ride horses !

splurge-ddd on a TEN thousand acashhh
card yesterday for myself(((:
it was a ummmm reward/treat/splurge.
i don't like splurging ><"

if only i was as lucky as HanJing(:
got boys giving her acash left right and center !
lucky lucky girl ^.^

JIAYOOOOO HANJING !
show the world what your made of,
even at the lowest point in your life !

anyways,
spent the acash on a new audition top.
pretty worthless, huh ?

i didn't feel the same HIGH
i did when i bought my first acash card
{ this was my 3rd }

o.o i think i'm getting sick of playing games.
in everything.
life, love and studies.
it's S-T-U-P-I-D.

well,
i just submitted my choices for secondary sch.

#1. Nanyang Girls' High
#2. National Junior College
{ it's first year accepting p6s}
#3. Singapore Chinese Girls'
#4. CHIJ St. Nicholas
#5. XinMin Sec
#6. ZhongHua Sec

yepps. tht's about it.
and my mood's at a new low.
no idea why.

ahhh who cares about
a silly girl's rants ?
no one, i believe.

buhbais,
off to watch my korean drama :
Princess Hours(:

Number 1.
People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question they dislike with a new. question formulated by themselves .

Number 2.
People who are tagged to do this quiz and cannot refuse . Those people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tag by continue this game by sending it to another person .

BLEHHs. tagg-edddd by vicki.
SOME top psle crapppp gift ><"

1. What is your cca ?
Science Clubbbb

2. Would you fall in love with a girl younger than you ?
ummm o.o G-G-GIRL?

3. Which is more blessed ? Loving someone or being loved ?
a little bit of everything doesn't hurt ! ((:

4. List your 4 favourite songs .
Crush, Fall For Yoooooo, Nobody, I Cry

5. What are you doing right now?
Blogging, breathing, chatting on msn

6. What's the most recent message in your inbox?
FW: Read only if you have time for God ( but please read anyway ),
from KAHMIN, my cousin.

7. What makes you super angry ?
FALSE accusations, backstabbers ! { a bit of a rip-off from vicki }

8. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
Pretty much the same, wouldn't have matured much i guess.

9. Who is currently most important to you ?
Myself loh.

10. Are you a two times lover ?
{ Since vicki cancels, i'll do tht too(: }
10. Did you cancel the question, idiot ?
NO. absolutely not ! ((:

11. Would you die for someone you loved?
EXTREMELY likely, i WILL

12. What do you dream of ?
Stuff. yooo wouldn't wanna know.
loads of crap ! (((:

13. Do you believe in love at first sight ?
yesyesyes ~

14. If you fall in love with 2 person, which will you choose?
the gentler one.

15. Do you forgive and forget no matter what the culprit has done?
ummm NO. nada. srries ! i have a SERIOUS problem with culprits, cos' i'm usually the scapegoat.

16. What do you want to tell the person you like ?
i. i. i umm. i. i. i L-. i LI-. I LIKE yooo. { run AWAY }

17. If you're a celebrity , what you want most ?
{ why cancelled AGAIN ? bahhs, whatever }
If you have to choose between fame and privacy, which one ?
PRIVACY. i've had enough of people watching me.


to do, will do, MUST DO (5 people);
a. HanJing
b. YouJing
c. Sherman
d. Nicole
e. LingHui

did this quiz tht vicki did too.
these are THE results

Greed:	Very Low
Gluttony:	Medium
Wrath:	Low
Sloth:	Low
Envy:	Low
Lust:	Very Low
Pride:	Medium

The Seven Deadly Sins Quiz on 4degreez.com

got this from kahhui, my oldest cousin's blog ! ((:

1 - red rose or white? white(:
2 - salt or pepper? pepper ! { hothothothot ! }
3 - pink or blue? blue, duhhhh.
4 - hamburgers or hot dogs? hotdawwwgggs~
5 - music or movies? music AND movies ! { da-dummmmm ! }
6 - comedy or horror? i'm scared or horror(: , so COM3DY !
7 - action or adventure? ad{vertisement} -venture ! { me like shopshopshop }
8 - summer or winter? winter; i like the cold + i wanna see snow !
9 - sun or stars? Stars~
10 - hott or cute? ummmm. ><" cute ?
11 - walk or run? walkkkkk((:
12 - funny or romantic? romantic ><"
13 - crunchy or creamy peanut butter? CREAMY peanut butterrrrr
14 - rings or necklaces? necklaces ^.^
15 - camping out or slumber party? slumber partayyyyyyyyyy
16 - white or dark chocolate? white ! chocolate
17 - night or day? NIGHT.
18 - blood or guts? bl0000000d
19 - school or work? school; i miss my friends ):
20 - surfing or snowboarding? SNOW boarding
21 - soft candy or hard candy? hard candy
22 - phone or e-mail? phone
23 - pencil or pen? pen-CIL
24 - pizza or chicken wings? pizzAAAA
25 - dog or cat? kitty
26 - spiderman or batman? SPidie
27 - dvd or vhs? DVD.
28 - snow or rain? snowww
29 - fat or skinny? skin-me { skinny }
30 - prep or punk? prep !
31 - water or milk? { CHOCOLATE } milk
32 - fruit or vegetable? fruitttttt
33 - inside or outside? IN-side
34 - friends or family? friend{s}
35 - sweet or sour? swEEt
36 - shoe or clothes shopping? CLOTHEs
37 - long or short hair? l0ngggggger
38 - cocky or shy? ummmm. a bit of both ?
39 - ocean or pool? O-c3an
40 - baseball or football? footie ~
41 - dancing or singing? dancin'
42 - couch or chair? SOFA !
43 - t.v. or computer? computer
44 - house or apartment? a-PART-ment
45 - hot chocolate or coffee? hawwwt chocolate
46 - white or wheat bread? white breadddd
47 - rocky road ice cream or butter pecan? rocky road ^_^
48 - dr. pepper { coke } or mountain dew? mountain dew.
49 - pop tart or toaster strudel? POP ! tart
50 - cake or pie? cakeyyyy
51 - butter or margarine? butterrrr
52 - Mayo or miricle whip? umm mayo ? { what's miricle whip? }
53 - french or ranch dressing? French, with a CAP f
54 - pretzels or potato chips? potato chips
55 - pickles or olives? PICKles
56 - black or green olives? black !
57 - strawberries or blueberries? strawberries
58 - drumstick or push-ups? huh? ummm, better check what this is !
59 - blt or sloppy joes? joes are...ummmm, are joes donuts or coffee ?
forgot. it's some europe thing.
60 - carrot or celery? { BABY } carrots
61 - apple or grape juice? apple juice
62 - frosted flakes or fruit loops? FROST-edddd(((:
63 - oreos or chips ahoy? chips AHOY !
64 - m&m or skittles? skittles
65 - fried chicken or fried shrimp? fried chicken
66 - chili or clam chowder? clam CHOWder
67 - strawberry or grape jelly? gr-ape
68 - snickers or milky way? snickers; watch it, there's melamine.
69 - cheese or peperoni pizza? chEEsE pizza
70 - baked or mashed potatoes? bake-dddd
71 - taco { similar to burritos } or burritos? burritos
72 - hard shell taco or soft shelled? ummmm, never really eaten this,
so not sure.
73 - sausage or bacon? bacon
74 - ravoili or lasagna? { seafood } lasagna
75 - cookies or candy? cookies { chewyyyy }
76 - french toast or pancakes? pancakes; with ice-cream ! { it's pretty nice }
77 - bowling or rollerskating? bowlingggg
78 - oprah or dr. phil? ummmm dunno who dr. phil is, so oprahhhhh winfrey !
79 - sandals or tennis shoes? sandals
80 - mac and cheese or cheese and crackers? cheese and crackers
81 - twister or connect four? ummm definitely TWIST-errrr
82 - lobster or crab? { black pepper } crab !
83 - mexican or italian food? italian. pizzas, lasagnas, the WORKS !
84 - public or private school? PUB-lic
85 - turkey or ham sandwich? turkeeeeee
86 - poems or short stories? a bit of both, and a dash of humour
87 - gold or silver? silver
88 - apple or banana? apple
89 - Vanilla or chocolate? CHOCO-la{t}te
90 - 50 Cent or 2pac? ummm fifty-cent as in the singer or money? { and wadds 2pac }
91 - Face or Body? fAce
92 - Fall or Spring? fall
93 - McDonalds or Burger King? McDonalds { the sausage }
94 - Pepsi or Coke? PEP-si
95 - Abercrombie or Hollister? Abercrombie { a brand }
96 - Prison Break or Lost? Lost !
97 - Love or Lust? LOVEEEE
98 - Truth or Dare? truth
99 - MySpace or Myspace? ummmm, is this a typo?
100 - life in prison or dealth penalty? death penalty ~

oh shyt.
just realized tht i forgot to do
some assignment for my ballet teacher.
goodluck to me.. ><"

1: Who's the LAST person who tagged you ?
- ummm sherman .

2: Your relationship with him ?
- he's a GREAT friend. duhhh.
what freakinggg relationship
do you expect me to have with
a BOY ><"

3: Your 5 impressions of him ?
- ohh, this is easy.
#1. "ATROCIOUS ! "
#2. a little TOO curious about other
people's private life { curiosity kills th cat ! }
#3. has a GOOD taste in girls { Pearlissa }
#4. looks like a burnt piece of pie
#5. gives good { love } advice(:

4: The most memorable thing he's done for you is.. ?
- he's DONE something for ME ? 0.0

5: The most memorable thing he has said to you ?
- ummm. "ATROCIOUS ! " hahas(:

6: If he becomes your lover, you will... ?
- i will NEVER like HIM.
even IF i do, he won't feel the same for me(:

7: If he becomes your lover, things he has to improve on is... ?
- For the bit BEFORE the comma in the question, see no. SIX.
For the bit AFTER, he has to become more understanding(:

8: If he becomes your enemy, you will ?
- find a way to cause him trouble !
{ like he doesn't find enough trouble by himself =X }

9: Repeat the question above.
- zzzz. { do it yourself, mate. don't you have enough
IQ to do tht? ><" }

10: Your overall impression of him.
- a really great guy(:

11: How do you think the people around you feel about you ?
- no idea, but i can tell many of them really HATE me tons.

12: The characters you love of yourself ?
- umm. it will sound like bragging and i will get
snide remarks so forget this bit .

13: The characters you hate yourself for ?
- overall stupidity, inconsiderate, jackass,
idiot, blurrrr .

14: The most ideal person you want to be ?
- {Isa}Bella Swan { EdwardCullen<33 swoons-- }

15: For people tht care and like you, say something to them.
- Tqs for sticking by me ! LOVE you(:

16: Choose twenty people you can think of now. { 10 boys + 10 girls, not in order }
♥ Pearlissa {1}
♥ JunRen {2}
♥ WoeiSheng {3}
♥ Ryna {4}
♥ Glenn {5}
♥ JtLim {6}
♥ HanJing {7}
♥ Nicole {8}
♥ Yu-he {9}
♥ ChaoJun {10}
♥ Tiffany {11}
♥ Terence {12}
♥ Jesslyn {13}
♥ Alvin {14}
♥ SooPeng {15}
♥ KhaiWen {16}
♥ GaryTeo {17}
♥ Cindy {18}
♥ YouJing {19}
♥ Doreen {20}

17: Who is no. 14 having a relationship with ?
♥ alvin; no idea, don't know, don't care.

18: Is no. 9 a female or male ?
♥ yu-he; male { unless someone tells me he's gay }

19: If no. 10 && no. 17 are together, is it a good thing ?
♥ chaojun && garyteo; umm heck no.
one is a gamer, the other a softie .

20: When was the last time you talked to no. 4 ?
♥ ryna; yesterday, on audition ! (:

21: What kind of music does no. 18 like ?
♥ cindy; classical musiqq(:

22: Does no. 1 have siblings ?
♥ pearlissa; yepps, cliff taim, the pain in her butt((:

23: Would you woo no. 16 ?
♥ khaiwen; ohh for heaven's sake, she's A GIRL.

24: How about no. 8 ?
♥ nicole; refer to answer for no. 23

25: Is no. 13 single ?
♥ jesslyn; heck yeahh, unless she has a relationship with
DOREEN =XX

26: What is the surname of no. 20 ?
♥ doreen; T-A-N, tan.

27: What is no. 7's hobby ?
♥ hanjing; emo-inggg, poor her.

28: Where is no. 2 studying at ?
♥ junren; xhps, class-eddd 6d ! leaving soon anyways.

29: Say something about no. 19 .
♥ youjing; rich guy $_$ { money no enough ! }

30: Have you tried developing a relationship with no. 6 ?
♥ JUSTINLIM?!; ummm do you have a BIG problem up there?
N-O. NO. no way !

31: What is no. 5's favourite colour ?
♥ glenn; no idea, ask him yourself,
if you really wanna know so badly.

32: Is no. 15 the sexiest person you've ever met ?
♥ soopeng; heck NO. but she is one of the COOLEST.

33: What is no. 12 doing now ?
♥ terence; probably gaming or stoning, cos' he's online.

34: Are no. 3 & no. 9 best friends ever ?
♥ yu-he && woeisheng; iDk. maybe. but i think woeisheng's
bestie is jtlim ><"

35：Where does no. 11 live ?
♥ tiffany; no tht sure, but i think it's somewhere
near hanjing's block(:

36: Name 5 numbers. { Besties }
♥ 1, 4, 7, 8, 11.

37: Is it good to have no. 2 && no. 15 together ?
♥ junren && soopeng?!; together?!
no wayy. sp hates jr wayyyyy too much.

38: Would no. 14 woo you ?
♥ alvin; is this some sort of joke?!

39: How about no. 1 ?
♥ pearlissa; i'm NOT a lesbo ><"

40: Would no. 12 woo no. 7 ?
♥ terence && hanjing; nope. gurantee plus chop !
they have this umm MUTUAL HATE for each other.

41: No. 4 is currently woo-edd by ?
♥ ryna; liankiat(:

42: Is it possible for no. 13 to woo no. 14 ?
♥ jesslyn & alvin; ummmm is this some sort of weird dream ?

43: With which no. do you share almost the same things ?
♥ no. 1; pearlissa !

44: If no. 9 & no. 5 woo no. 2 at the same time, who would no. 2 choose ?
♥ yu-he, glenn && junren; well, it depends on
junren's taste in BOYS. hahas(:

45: Pass this survey to TEN people.
- HanJing
- Ryna
- KahHui
- Nicole
- Sherman
- TeeKoon
- Youjing
- yu-he
- ikhmah
- danise

heyy.
just wanted tuhh { credits : hj }
say this, everyone ---

PLEASE, for god's sake { well, mine, at least }
PLEASE STOP CRYING HANJING.
please.

i beg of you.
a last request before
we leave altogether.
please.

it's making really upset.
hearing about all of you
crying.
tearing.
sobbing.
FEARING.

it makes it no different for me
to see and hear all of you like tht.
please.
don't cry.

this hurts me
more than it's hurting you.

so please don't cry, okayys(:

buhbais !

love-ddd,
the plain old PANDORA.

P.S. conqratts to tiffany !
nice job with your chinese,
dearrrr~

well.
here's what happened in gentings,
in FULL detail,
as much as my typing fingers
&& memory can take.

day #1, 16th Nov '08 ---

woke up at 5am.
collapsing.
couldn't sleep the night before.

got changed
into my tee and jeans.
more collapsing.

checked my luggage.
everything there.
lugged it downstairs.

got to beach road tht area
de tour agency.
then waited for awhile,
went to toilet.
bus arrived shortly.
got on.

for the next 6+ hours,
i was basically stoning.
slept a little
&& listened to my iPod .
ate breakfast at yong peng.
got bubble gum from grandpa(:
{ thanks }

then chewed ---
&& blew bubble gum through
the toilet breaks,
tolls,
and the other crap i had to put up with.
{ will show you some pictures next time ! }

got to gentings at abt 2pm .
waited for a freakingggg
1 && a habb hour
{ standing }
for the check-in.
no lunch yet.

stalked my way to lift
with my uncle's side of
the family,
and my grandparents
to stone at their rooms first
while my father finished
checking in for the four of us ---
him, mum, bro && me.

walked around like a freakinggg
hungry ghost around the 26th floor.
5min later,
checked-in.

stonedddd in room 26 843
tht i was to share with
mum for habb hr.

then went to walk
around the shops.
familiarize ourselves,
stuff like tht.

saw the cineplex.
headed to it,
happy with the cheap
prices,
decide to buy tickets
for madagascar,
escape 2 africa.
{ only the four of us }

went to shop around,
had dinner,
then rushed to cineplex for
the movie.

it was GREAT.
i give it 6 out of 5 stars.
when it was funnehhh,
it made me laugh real bad.
when it was sad,
it made me cry real hard.

after the show,
window-shopped
a bit more,
then went to rooms
to sleep.

day #2, 17th November '08 ---

ohh waits,
gotta go.
next time ! (:

♥ baiii !

so.
tht's it, i guess.
2-6-5.

the numbers in
black and white,
staring back at me.

somehow,
just somehow,
i want to cry.
have no idea why.

i think it's bcos
i saw people crying.
i saw people upset.
i saw them crumble.
i feel guilty.

maybe tht's wadd i am.
G-U-I-L-T-Y .
please don't cry everyone.
i feel SO BAD ><

if anyone wants to
know my grades for each sub,
please ask muahhh personally.

buhbais.
"please stop crying. please."

P.S. the playlist is updated. loveddd the song "Crush"
on HanJing's blog, soooo srries HJ.

hahhs.
cried just now at hougang mall,
smack dab in
the middle of harvey norman ><

was upset about forgetting
to collect a reserved book
in the library.

i get frustrated too easily nowadays
cos' of leaving xhps .

was crying mainly cos'
of leaving.

was at hougang mall,
the first place tht i
went out with hanjing to.

saw quantum of solace
advert on a tv screen.
scrabble p6 pupils will
understand who this
reminds me of.

ahh well.
buhbais.

been crying since an hour ago.
it's not stopping.
my tee is completely ruined.
wet.
damp.
whatever.

this just a reminder
that i'm going to gentings
from 16.11.08 --- 19.11.08 .

yeahh, it's till the day before
psle results are released.
anyways, go to go.
srries for this extremely short post.

i want my class back.
give it back.

my 6a ♥
my life.
i want it all back.
return it.

at the start of the year,
i couldn't wait for '08
to endddd,
as soon as possible.

i wanted to leave this
school and life and friends
tht i had dreaded back then.

now,
i wish time would stop for
eternity,
and everything would
never change ---

friends.

classmates.

teachers.

school.

everything.

i want them to remain where
i desire them to be.

please,
i need you, 6a.

you were and still are
the only thing that i'm living for.

girls; laughing and chatting ---
boys; playing cards && playing it cool ---
teachers; i want them to nag and scold us again.

i want back the life tht i had hated.
i want it... TT

today was prize-giving day.
it was the average ceremony and all tht.

after everything was over,
my face fell.

i had been hoping tht
the concert would last forever,
till the end of time.

i couldn't speak.
i felt my eyes.
wet tears were falling
quickly, like a waterfall.
i hadn't realized,
but i was crying.

i wiped my eyes on my sleeve
&& pulled out my camera.
took abt 6 photos of
different parts of xinghua,
as much as i could from the angle
i was in.

the quadrangle.
the crowded canteen.
the music room.
the wall with
xinghua's history on it.
the piano in the canteen.
the science lab.

i couldn't take
any photos of him.
it would be too much
for me to handle,
and besides,
i couldn't find him.
he was lost in the crowd.
lost forever.

i took me a few moments
to calm my agitated
feelings >< i'm gonna miss you 6a;
i'm gonna miss you SO BAD.
i'm gonna miss the comfort
you gave me.
the happiness,
the sadness,
the little important lessons of ♥ i've learnt.


cos 6a, you're my type of heroin.
i'm addicted, and i ♥ it.

yeahh, umm.
here are some piX
of the 6a ♥ tht i LOVEEEE;---

♥ tiffany(:


shi ting calls for peace ! ♥

cries;
the tears ---
wet,
sad,
endless.

i'm really crying now.
i can't stop the flow.

"STOP IT ! WHY ARE
YOU CRYING !? STOP IT
YOU STUPID GIRL !"

my heart is screaming.
i need yooooooo ♥

after leaving,
i won't see my friends,
teachers &&

HIM

again.

imagining him having
a girlfriend in the future
--- one who is not me,
just hurts .

she will probably be prettier,
smarter and nicer.

i don't deserve him,
but i ♥ him .

i need him .
i need to know that he's doing well,
tht he's healthy,
tht he still remembers me .
i need to see his face every day.
i need to say a line to him
once in while to make sure he
knows i'm there.
i need to have him there.

i want him.
i'm yearning for him
to ♥ me.

&& don't you ever leave me again;
pandora cries ♥

wahhhhhhs ><
the very LAST day of school
is OVER .

just like tht .
BOOM .
blehhhs XP .
this supersucks.

gonna miss everyone
soooo much !

pearlissa; the little girl
with a BIG ♥

hanjing; the MOST photogenic !
( esp. with bunny ears(: )

ryna; who was ABSENT ><

joey; little toilet gerl(:

hahas. [ sniff ]
waaaaaaaaaaaa~ ><
i wanna go back to xinghua !
i wanna go back to my friends !
i wanna !

cry. it hurts, this feeling.
i want it to stop.
i want it to end.

i want my friends.

i demand for them.
i hanker for them.
i desire them.
i want them.

i ♥ them.

"at times, what destiny unties, life divides ";

looking back,
i start to tear.

walking in as individuals,
[ credits to my 0ldest c0usin ]
we became a whole.

but now,
we walk out as individuals,
AGAIN.

i miss you ♥
buhbais ♥

6a is forever.
it's true.
iloveyou6a; with every beat of my heart !

tomorrow is the day.
the LAST day.
>< i'm gonna miss all of you
SOOOOO much !
wahhhhs): i'm gonna cry lerr .


btw, nice job, no,
tht's not right,
PERFECT job
with the inter-class games !

all the competitors did GREAT.
every single one of them.
boys, girls, all.



THANK YOU for making this year the BEST i've ever had.
♥ i LOVE you all
forever.
i swear ><


SPECIAL THANKS TO----
♥ hanjing
♥ pearlissa
♥ cindy
♥ priya
♥ khaiwen
♥ ryna
♥ soopeng
♥ mr isa
♥ mrs chen
♥ mdm lee
♥ mr lim
♥ nicole
♥ shi ting
♥ brenda
♥ miss yin
♥ miss catherine lim
♥ tiffany
♥ and all the rest of you beautiful people
in XINGHUA

three cheers for XINGHUA,
PRIMARY SIXES,
&&


6APPRECIATION .
forever .

the tears are falling quick and free
and i'm breathing in short gasps.
how am i to live without all of you.
my pillar of love is falling apart.

6a was once on a single yellow brick road,
walking their way to destiny.
now, the brick road has split into
44 bits, and 6a falls apart,
with only faint memories to hold on
tight to.
goodbye darlings and friends,
TT cryyyyyyyy

been crying in school
and at home for the last few days.
abt everything.
mother is BIATCH-ing
like crazeh .
she's driving me up the wall
tht i'm already pushed up against.

ohh heyy i haven't told you abt
the little [ but expensive ] umm
dinner khaiwen, miss yin,
three other boys [ i'm not
revealing their names
to prevent embarassment ]
& i had at pizza hut last
friday !

well, here goes ---


the boys suggested a "celebratory"
dinner after scrabble,
although we won umm
let's see ---

zilch .

squat .

zero .

[ no offence miss yin ! ]
yeahh well, anyways,
all of us except two of the boys
changed in the respective
school toilets & khaiwen and i
went to my house to get
a pair of white pumps tht i
LOVEEEEEE ><

when we got back,
the two boys who
went home to changed ----


weren't back yet .

yeahh, umm one of the two boys,
[ argh forget it i shall reveal their names ]
terence was taking FOREVER
to finish bathing at his home .

miss yin called him,
then the rest of us walked
traffic light,
& ta-daa terence and his
cousin [ not gonna risk
spelling it wrongly so
let's stick to "terence's cousin" ]
were there .

walked the rest of the way to
heartland mall;
well umm the boys and miss yin walked,
khaiwen and i followed ><

well, we decided on pizza so
pizza hut it was .

got ourselves a table,
and this was the arrangement:

Jt Lim Terence's cousin Terence
---------------------------------------


TABLE


---------------------------------------
Miss Yin Me KhaiWen

well i was lucky not to get any of the other boys ^^

--- phews !

anyways,
miss yin ordered TWO LARGE PIZZAs [ you'll
see how bad this is later ], an ocean platter and
soups-of-the-day .
ohh she ALSO ordered
7-up for terence and khaiwen and
root beer for the rest plus herself .

well, we had BIG problems finishing
the pizzas, but in the end ----

SCORES [ lmaos ] ---

Jt Lim --- 3 slices
Terence's cousin --- an amazing 4 slices
Terence --- 3 slices

the ladies, umm girls + lady
had 2 slices each .

the boys suffered XP
hahhs.
ohh well.
they needed the extra calories !
=X ummm okayy, forget i said tht.
blehhs.
umm anyway.
after dinner, it was

------ 8. 35pm.

khaiwen needed to get home by 9 .
miss yin took a couple of photos
with many problems ---- no need explaining,
you shld get it.

well, when she was finished,
---ta-daa, it was 8.45pm.

khaiwen and i made a run for it
[ i needed to get home by 9.15 ]

anyway, i hope khaiwen got home
okayy . ><

it was a real expensive dinner..
i won't tell you the numbers.

t00dles(:

Haiz .
I LOVE YOU,
and i'm hating it .

I've forgotten about
darlinggX3,
but i got hit by CUPID's
silly arrow again.

unfortunately,
you weren't hit.
only me.
just me.

ohh daaaahhhlinqq;
i love you so .
when will you understand that?
i've confessed to you so many times,
but you think that i'm just joking.
yeahh right.
like i would EVER
joke about tht kind of stuff.

you just don't understand.
forget it.

I've fallen f0r y0u,
it is not right .

i'm trying to forget you,
but i just can't do it .
cos darlinqq,
you're too beautiful to resist .

y0u're a flirt;
you're a jerk .
but it doesn't matter to me .
nothinqq else does .
cos darlinqqX3,
you're too beautiful to give up .

now i've fallen for another,
i'm messed up,
confused
&& on the verge of tears .
cos,
you're both too good to be true .

my feelings are toying with me,
what i'm doing is not right .
i should just keep one of you
precious people in sight .

i feel like i'm a two-timer,
when actually,
neither of you know tht ---


i've fallen for you .

one of you think tht
i'm not in love with you,
but with someone of
greater character,
someone more true .

the second one knows tht i'm
in love with the other,
but little does he know
tht i've fallen for him as well .



well, tht ends my entry,
as sad as it may be,
someday someone else
might be faithful to me .

hold on,
there's something else
i would like to add,
this one's to the girl
who has been ignoring me .

why are you so cold and unfriendly?
am i some alien or enemy?
you say sarcastic remarks,
snide comments tht cut,
the healing part
of the wound in my heart .
you cut it open again,
and let the misery fill,
i hate you for tht .

but do you know,
sometimes i still miss the old you,
the one who was friendly and
sensible .
the old you who was on great
terms with me.
well, talking terms, at least .

i want you back, old friend .
are you finished?
finished being mean?

* I WILL CUT BACKSTABBERS
OUT FROM THE UNFINISHED
PIECE OF CLOTH THT
I AM WEAVING ---
MY LIFE . *

buhbaii ^3^ V