ah, my holiday has been confirmed. 09 to 18 december :O
in korea! i think is jeju and seoul. i forgot. but yay!

but i think i'm gonna have to miss SS501's concert D: mummmmmmmy ~
i desperately wanna go C: anyone else? if i can make it, i will go like definitely,
even if i have to beg my parents for five days :D

sway with me.

ah, went back to xhps for teachers' day today after my school's celebrations.

class breakfast with 1/11 was love C: i ate till my skirt was gonna burst!
seemed like my hotdogs were really popular :D i prepared them in the morning.
then there was concert, which was darn funny, and i must admit,
wayyy better than xhps's concerts.
absolutely hilarious. i even liked the psg performance :D hahaha.

anyway, afterwards, i delivered my gifts, then waited for josephine to finish.
we headed back to xhps in 151 C: it took like, 1 hour.
when we reached i went home to put down some stuff while josephine went to see
her ex-teachers at the student care under my block.

then we went to heartland mall to kill time & i bought choc milk tea w/pearl C:
we returned to xhps, where i met cindy, soopeng, khaiwen, priya & some of the boys.
then stoned for like, 20 minutes outside in the heat.

sheesh, i find it really hard to talk to my ex-mates. there's a language barrier.
they say things that i don't hear often in nanyang like 'you so hxxxy ah!'
and it makes me feel damn uncomfortable. can't speak to them like that D:

so basically i talked to josephine most of the time.
she was one of the few from her batch who decided to come back,
so she was being a total anti-social half the time. poor thing.

anyway, xhps is pretty much the same, the teachers too.
saw mrs chen, mdm lee, miss yin :D mr lim and mdm lim were basically missing D:
so sad, but still, it was great to be back.

i hate the snide comments by certain pai kias when they realized
josephine & i were ny pupils and one group of them threw a ball at me,
which hit me square on my bag. aish, thank god my breakable presents didn't break :O

josephine was like, 'i am pissed. it doesn't take much for me to be pissed.'

ah hell. i wanted to punched that bastard, that freaking ass. sheesh.
it was damn irritating to have all those people whispering.
i think i won't go back next time. i am SO SICK OF BEING TREATED THAT WAY.
and i think josephine is too, but whatever.

i didn't feel any happiness or satisfaction in going back to xhps.

tomorrow's piano exam C: nervous but excited. can't wait for it to be OVER!
shall rush my homework after piano, when i'm super uber high :D
there's only math ws m1, la corrections and history worksheet. should be ok.

pandora;
hyunjoongjungmin&taemin.

i typed this post out before, but the connection broke down so i'm retyping.
loss of nei4 rong2 is ensured.

FPS Time Trial is over and i'm so high~
my group finished so last minute, when we wrote the last full-stop,
the teacher came in to collect our paper :D i was so happy i could have cried.
but then, i rushed off for piano lesson, the last one before the BIG day on tuesday D:
I AM SO SCARED.

the crab flower club was
SOBLOODYAWESOMEICOULDHAVECRIEDTHEACTRESSESWERESOPROFESSIONALANDCOOLANDAMAZINGWAH!
if you can read that, you have my utmost respect, and probably a greater need to use spectacles.

here's it chopped up:
SO BLOODY AWESOME I COULD HAVE CRIED THE ACTRESSES WERE SO PROFESSIONAL AND COOL AND AMAZING WAH!
they were amazing and crab flower club is the BEST play i've ever watched.
not that i've watched many plays. but under pressure by hwachong jc rocked too!

denise, teresa, delena, bethatnie, amanda chan, fiona, yijing,
a bunch of nanyang students and nanyang teachers watched it too C:
denise was unluckily seated with the teachers all to her right,
just next to her, with me on her left. super freaked out! :D ahahaha.

anyway, sister liao liao left a deep impression on me.
she was the comic relief and quite a unique character in the show C:
reminded me slightly of my role as nanny, although my acting skills pale in comparison.
if you have the money and time, do buy tickets to watch this amazing show.

shopping for teachers' day presents was an utter horror. i spent so much time,
but due to lack of funds and my high standards of gifts, i only bought xhps teachers' gifts so far.

can't wait for monday! it's teachers' day celebration,
class breakfast and back-to-primary school visit C: going back with my senior, josephine.
we're ending earlier than xhps, so we're having lunch at heartland mall or something.
hope we don't bump into yu-he C:

yu-he and i have agreed to pretend not to recognize each other if we meet at heartland mall,
to prevent awkwardness because i'm with my senior and he's with his mates :D
like, laughoutloud. hahahaha.

oh, i still owe zhixin her letter C: me, sally and her write to each other although we sit in the same group!
it is uber fun and you get closer to your friend because there's so much more
you can say on paper than face-to-face. it's like msn messenger, or maplestory chat, etc.

we crap a lot in our letters, me and sally about her being mrs young saeng and me liking
hyunjoong, jungmin and taemin C: hahaha. with zhixin, i crap about SHARING jungmin, araso? :D
darn funny and great for bonding.

well bye.

pandora;
hyunjoongjungmin&taemin.

home econs practical exam tomorrow :D
hope i can pass or something. it's gonna be fun! LOL.

hey xhps people :D,
are you going back to xhps on monday?
xhps is ending at 1.30pm as per normal on that day, ok? C:
do take note, and eat yummy lunches beforehand! hope to see you guys.

ah, i'm gonna go broke over the weekends.
buying teachers' day presents for nygh and xhps teachers :D
maybe, buying in bulk is cheaper? $_$ LOL, money-face!
just kidding, i'm buying different presents as much as possible.
so i'm gonna spend spend spend! :D wheeeee. madness ensues.

must practice my scales and memorize FPS step 4-6 by tomorrow D:
so worried for my piano exam; i can't play properly without a few tries,
which is IMPOSSIBLE during the proper exam unless the examiner is half asleep.
and i think i'm gonna fail my sight reading again.

hah. my class still has to take grade 6 ballet
over two years because we utterly suck D:
and my ballet teacher is trying to 'force' me
to take intermediate foundation next year, her excuse being that we have no ballet exam.
sheesh, i don't feel up to it. my results are not improving.

chinese still falls short of expectations, hitting C5,
missing B4 by a mere ONE SINGLE mark. 59/100.
god, i am so down. was in a horrible mood today D:
especially during lunch when my group rushed the FPS practice.

i'm gonna hit breaking point at this rate.
almost cried during FPS practice, so i ran to the toilet :O
so embarassed. must have greater control over my emotions!

aja aja hwaiting!
pandora;
hyunjoongjungmin&taemin.

ah, i feel so scared after reading hanjing's blog post.
the recent ones. poor hanjing.
to lose a loved one in that manner is one of the most horrible things ever.

i just realized how much more i should cherish myself and the people around me.
god, i wanna cry.

pandora;
hyunjoongjungmin&taemin.

rest in peace.


/edit.
정말정말사랑해요 everyone :D

._. right after block test 2.
it's time for biology block test in like, 2 weeks D:
and it's EOYs in like, a month :O

ah, and i thought my mugging days would be over for a while. bah.
wishful thinking. hwaiting :D everyone!

hahaha. me and my shit.
a busy schedule coming up. sort of.
wah, i missed the timing to tell yanying that
i wanna watch the hci performance on thursday next week D: so sad.
but anyway, i have home econs coursework on friday, fps time trial on saturday.
after fps, i have to rush back to yamaha for my last piano class
before my exam on tuesday, a friggin' holiday! D:

sick sadists.

pandora;
hyunjoongjungmin&taemin.

btw guys :D

wish me luck, because my piano examination is on the first of september!
god, i am trembling right now. ah, i suck at scales and sight reading D:
sheesh, i'm gonna just
drop
dead
and
die.

What difference does it make to the dead,
the orphans and the homeless,
whether the mad destruction is wrought under the name of totalitarianism
or the holy name of liberty or democracy?

Gandhi 1942.

the change of sitting arrangement is totally D:
aigooooo, i miss having two math/science geniuses near me, i.e. khengfang and cassandra.
without them, taking down science notes is total horror.
and crystal's fluctuating mood swings are, uh, difficult to cope with.
ah, it was hard to phrase that nicely.

and when i ask her to let me copy notes, she'll be like, 'keep quiet and listen lah,'
then shrug me off ._. i sort of agree with her, although she put it in such a manner.
must pay attention ! :D hahaha.
felt bad for her when i heard murmurings from the group
that she was probably that way because of some scolding or something.
god, i feel mean D: aye aye aye. got to watch my mouth & adjust to crystal's mood swings.
tough. i'm so gonna fail biology at this rate ._.

anyway, omfg i got A1 for my chemistry and maths :D
ahahahaha. i screamed so loudly when i saw my chemistry results
until everyone stared at me :D grats to crystal for getting good chem results.

ah. i want a plain grey tee so badly.

pandora;
hyunjoongjungmin&taemin.

:D today was fun ! it is funfair after all.
our stall didn't get many customers, but we got enough (:
the instant noodles from the stall by one of the sec two classes was yummy.
really really popular. they got the most money for their level :D
everyone almost got heatstroke on the field, and steffi looked pale D:
yeah, um, at one section, i just took my water bottle and poured water down my hair.
anyway, red team won the candy pandemic :D yay.
and poor shi yan was screaming until her voice broke off on the mike.

the song dedication thing seemed fun, although i didn't dedicate anything.
i was sort of singing throughout some songs, like
nobody by wondergirls, ur man by ss501 and mirotic by dbsk :D
and i tried the sliding thingy in the mirotic dance - super cool !

block test results suck this time round. SUCKY SUCK SUCK.
i got 64/110 for chinese, a c5, two marks away from b4 D:
17/25 for both history & geography, a b3, 1 mark away from a2, 2 marks away from a1 D:
aaugh. i'm so depressed. although my history did improve :D
so, my meansubjectgrade is about 3.6 ._.
i hope i can get a1 for math,
then my meansubjectgrade will be 3 :D
and then language arts. language arts, language arts, language arts.
gonna totally fail that. F-A-I-L.
and chemistry. aw man, that doesn't seem optimistic at all. pffft you, block tests D:
i think i'll have to be sec one again next year, aka liu2ji2 ._.

then you guys can write to me as my angels ...
bwahahahaha. yup, that will be so "fun".

pandora;
kimhyunjoongparkjungmin&taemin.

in case you haven't noticed, i've sort of abandoned my youtube acount. it is DUMB.
so uh, i have a new account. i won't tell though. because it's a bit, private.
i'll be singing on it ._. that's why. shhh. maybe dancing too :D shhhhhhh.

muahahaha.
still trying to form a group of people to sing/dance with me, but ugh, nobody D:

pandora;
kimhyunjoong&parkjungmin.

ahahaha. dance version :D i love it, it makes it look like they're flying at some areas,
and the part where they criss cross their hands and do that jumpy thing is nice :D
but the part where they do individual stuff is a bit .. hilarious :D

pandora;
kimhyunjoong&parkjungmin.

P/S: i've started watching we got married, starring hwangbo and hyunjoong :D
P/P/S: i've gotten super inspired by all these dances :D and the singing.
it makes me wanna sing even more :D i totally wanna be a singer when i grow up.

and omg, i'm addicted to noona is so pretty :D
listening to it everyday :D

and i've changed my blogskin again.
sick sick sick of navigation. and the pinkiness D:
so here. enjoyyyy :D

pandora;
kimhyunjoong&parkjungmin.

aye aye aye :D i've finished watching SHINee's Reality Show. The last episode is THE best !
twelve episodes, each one about 15-20 minutes :D short short short. TOO short D:
so sad, so boring now. ho hum. i'm gonna go on an mv rampage or reality show rampage again :D
hopefully, more ss501 stuff :D hahaha.

pandora;
kimhyunjoong&parkjungmin.

P/S: had national day celebrations today
and i wrote jungmin and hyunjoong's names on my white balloon in gold marker :D hahahaha.

taemin is cute :D i finally realized it, hahaha.
when i first saw him, i was like, omg, a mushroom head ! eeek.
hahaha, i shall just say one thing - SHINee is nice too :D
but i still love SS501 !
waiting for jungmin merchandise to fall out of the sky into my lap :D
jungmin ah, hyunjoong ah, 사랑해요, 정말정말사랑해요 ~
wakaka. been dreaming of them for a few nights :D

pandora;
kimhyunjoong&parkjungmin.
sweet dreams <3

:D SHINee's debut song - Noona is so Pretty
Noona is what males in korea call their OLDER sisters :D
i love the dance, also it's a bit .. flashy?
yeah, anyway, enjoy :D



and here's Gee, by Girls' Generation, the MV.



and then, same song, but the dance version :D
i wish i could dance like that !



and then the song everyone loves :D Nobody by Wondergirls !
saw my seniors dancing in their classroom to this song, exactly like the wondergirls :D pro.



hahaha. i'm kinda on an MV rampage, so please bear with me :D

pandora;
kimhyunjoong and parkjungmin.

hey :D omgomgomg block tests are over !
and omgomgomg i realize that i have two korean channels on my tv - arirang and kbs world :D
the show happy together on kbs world rocks :D muahahhaha.
and omgomgomg, i've found another reality tv show ( korean duh ) on youtube that is nice,
but it's about shinee, not double S fiveohone.

it's called - Mnet SHINee Reality Show :D
fans of SHINee should go check it out. pretty nice, but i still prefer SS501 :D
and omgomgomg, i know how to write all the SS501 members' names !
without help whatsoever ! unlike sally and zhixin, who copy off their SS501 merchandise ._.

hahaha :D super high.
shall go watch the reality show.

pandora;
kimhyunjoong&parkjungmin.

a belated happy birthday to 형전 hyung joon :D

pan-dora
xoxo.

51 words

an improvement :D

as you can tell, i took precious time during this block test period to change my blogskin.
pretty dumb of me, huh? :D

Reasons
1 Cassii said she didn't like the brown-ness of my former one.
2 I was pretty sick of the brown-ness too.

so i went to find one more similar to the one i used before the brown one.
pink and white scheme. it works :D though i hate navigation.

well enjoy.
off to mug for the first day of tests tomorrow - history and higher chinese D:

pandora.

reminder to self;
drink more chicken essence. still tired after drinking one today D: