feeling horribly depressed about EOYs, and so despite my promise to cass that

i am lagging behind D: because i feel horribly sick and tired.

darn, i forgot all about the History 2008 EOY Paper D:

P/S: an achievement - i stayed away from the computer till night! C:

home-learning day tomorrow.

felt like posting after reading clarissa's latest post ( today's ) :D

oh oh oh, btw, support mr nick ng! C: ( theatre club teacher )

watching the music bank i recorded this week now, and there's this amazing girl group

hiatus? yeah right kiayee.

i hatelove you, i have to let you go, but i just can't do it.

I have found them! at long last!

aha! my 300th post.

P/S: i may not post much till the end of EOYs, maybe once or twice every two weeks.

P/P/S: i will probably still facebook though.

P/P/P/S: anyone interested in a PRINCESS HOURS + COFFEE PRINCE + BOF marathon
after EOYs? zhixin and i are gonna do that at my house for a full day or days i guess.
xhps people are SUPER INVITED. please don't hate me anymore!

P/P/P/P/S: it will probably be later, around late nov + early dec, due to CCA.

haven't been posting for a while. sorry guys. i'll try to make this long to make up for that.
uh, mr kaw was really funny today. i was wondering if he had mid-life crisis
when he walked in with - this is unbelievable - floppy hair instead of his regular bouncy,
airy hair :D

then these strange words that spouted out of his mouth kind of proved part of my point.
we were discussing this literary response that a question that went:
"What feelings do you have for Mehmood (character in story) in the course of the story?"

and he asked yeexien the question, but i came out like this:
"What feelings do you have for me?"

wahahahaha. the whole class blew up and for the first time, i saw his face bright red :O
shocked but still laughing inside. he reminded me of celeste's face.

anyway, art was fun today. if you have read cassandra's latest post before you read mine,
you probably know that we were supposed to make "casts" out of scotch tape and cling wrap.
then, when we were done, we could take of the plastic casts and
the casts would be in the shape of our hands C:

so anyway, i went first for my group - cass, tianyuan, yeexien, clarissa and me - and basically
they wrapped my hand so tight i couldn't feel anything and all my fats were being squeezed
till they were so obvious! :O oh the horror, the horror!

but it was fun anyhoo. my cast is stinky. everyone else's is too, i guess.
it smells of glue and plastic - bleh.

is this a long post yet? i guess it is. but i shall forge on.

starting to mug for my sciences, because EOYs are coming! i'm worried that i will liu2 ji2.
following jiayue's great method recording down notes by saying them
and recording your voice with your handphone, then listening to it often.
i think it works better than copying the entire set of notes and it's more convenient.

have yi4 lun4 wen2 for homework over the weekends + monday, hari raya.
happy new year to all malays :D

i'm gettign a little addicted to my iPod classic. just inherited it from my dad.
it's like, 80gb, ok? i nearly fainted when he said i could have it.
according to facebook, i am 10/10 geeky, so i guess i should feel turned on by the iPod.
LaughOutLoud.

that quiz is so stupid. it claims that i am totally into star wars (isn't that steffi?),
lord of the rings, and technical crap. like huh? i was shocked.
even my dad, who's more geeky than me, got something like 3/10, dreamer.
ah, pissed.

that reminded me of miss singapore world ris low.
i watched the video of her interview on cass's blog.
i must say, she's not the only Singaporean who speaks that way. i guess she just got unlucky.
but don't you think, that instead of critisizing her to "pisses" (LOL), you should reflect
and start becoming more aware of SPEAKING GOOD ENGLISH?
at the same time, we should all support her and perhaps the people working
in miss singapore world could help her train or something.

go, ris low :D

pandora;
hyunjoongjungminhongki&taemin (yup, hongki is OFFICIAL.)

omg, there's also

% home econs evaluation
^worksheet m2
& home econs sewing

D: the holidays are ending! wahwahwahwahwah!

i have recently started twittering :D
which is, overall, pretty boring. but you get updates on your friends quite often,
which is, uh, ok? LOL C:

anyway, today i shall
! Finish Physics Revision Paper
@ Study more Biology
# Finish Literary Response
$ Study more more Biology

because,
crystal's house was not a conducive place for homework and studying. trust me :D

ah, now i shall go and bathe before heading over to my grandma's,
then eat lunch, change and go to school for cca D:

we're doing something about invisible theatre, but i was asent the last time, so...

pandora;
hyunjoongjungmin&taemin.

www.twitter.com/pandoraplanes

have edited my profile. it's much cleaner, don't you think? C:

studying in front of a brightly lit box filled that can access facebook, blogger, youtube and fanfiction, equipped with a keyboard and speakers is not efficient.

remember those wise words :D
i'm doing that right now, and i can't complete my math worksheet! madness ensues C:
i'm left with home econs sewing (darn that stupid brown felt cow), literary response,
this math thing, physics revision paper and biology studying.
yaargh. and there's daily chinese diary to be written D: bwaaaa.

but anyway -
finally leveled up in restaurant city, country story,
and fangirled a bit more over my ss501 cd. kyaaaa! way efficient in that sense :D
LaughOutLoud C:
there's ss501's latest album somewhere in sengkang (or so my cousin claims)
but it costs - wait for it - $30. oh poo.

i hope i can find it cheaper in korea :D

pandora;
hyunjoongjungmin&taemin (and hongki too?!)

i need to go shopping! seriously.
but anyway, my grandma has gotten me some pretty nice tees C:
there was one that was too short but it was grey (oh grey!)
so i desperately looked for something she had that could match it,
and i found a green (is it green?) tank top to wear underneath it :D looks great!

think i'll wear it on thursday C: and i got some orange sweatpants that i can wear
when i practice dancing - ballet+other random mv dances :D

just realized that the 'replay' dance by SHINee is not as difficult as i thought!
xD wheeeeee. happy happy! although there's a lot more homework to be done
and biology to study for, but still.

ah, country story is fun :D it is darn cool. and restaurant city is too :D
pet society is get boring, although it's nice C:
i wanna level up my restaurant city! aigoo, level ten sucks. sucks!
level up level up level up :D

pandora;
hyunjoongjungmin&taemin

p/s: hongki looks a lot like jungmin! :D

the ending is sad and the song is like what the girl feels.
but i love it anyhoo! Hongki is eye-candy :D

watching last week's Happy Together (KBS World) :D
yoon eunhye is one of the guests! you should have seen her in 'Princss Hours' as the female lead.
ah, but she's so skinny now. all the baby fat - gone! C:

i feel high-ish. finished quite a bit of my home econs cow
and my LA comprehension plus chang2 wen2 suo1 duan3. xD wheeee.

hey, clarissa, cass, celeste, chuyin, cheryl ong + heng, crystal and whoever else,
can we go out? i want neoprints! :D pleeeeze.
sms asap. ASAP. ASAP! ok?

pandora;
hyunjoongjungmin&taemin.

early before the time had come, there was a single butterfly,
flitting around in my stomach, grazing the sides, tickling me.
gradually, one became two, then three, then four, until there were hundreds of them.

and them BOOM! the person before me came out after her exam and BOOM! it was my turn.
he was a 'sir'. i tried to imagine him as my father, and it helped. a little.
my pieces turned out better than i had expected. much, much better.
i messed up my G minor scale though. totally forgot the b flat D:

anyway, to clarify the matter of hanjing's tag.

i don't set 'standards' for how i talk to my friends.
all i tried to express was my difficulty to understand and feel a sense of belonging
with you guys because of the difference in the way we talk.
and no, it's not how stupid or how 'smart' someone is,
it's just because of their surroundings.
but i'm not insulting your friends or whoever, for they too,
were influenced, and so were the people who influenced them.
so i don't think there should be standards of whatever.
just that i don't feel like i belong with you guys, talking , laughing, joking. it's hard.

if the 'she' on your blog post is me, i hope you understand that
i'm not embarassed to be your friend.
i am so BLOODY thankful you were my friend. you taught me many, many, many things.
i am so grateful to you.

i hope that you understand that i'm bad with words.
i'm not tactful enough, not thoughtful enough, not everything enough.

i envy you.
don't be bitter, i beg of you.


pandora;
hyunjoongjungmin&taemin.