waiting for the rainbow after the shower.

triple 0.

Wednesday, December 30, 2009 @ 4:06 PM

and yay, 1000 views.

[edit]

omg i just remembered. SHINee is coming! C:

in february, i think. zhixin and i plan to go see them at the airport,

'cause the tickets cost a hundred dollars or something D:

[/edit]

cca chalet '09.

@ 3:54 PM

ok uhm. cca chalet was great C:

it was held at costa sands resort at downtown east.

played card games like mad and laughed till everyone was glaring at us,

and somehow, one of our seniors got an ntuc trolley,

and we started pushing each other down the bumpy path in the trolley, xD.

super funnnn (; screamed and screamed, plus our seniors were getting a bit drunk ._.

had speeches by our sec fours who are leaving us, and a 'passing over' ceremony thing,

which involved candles and a heck load of tears.

we'll miss you seniors D:

some of us went to buy tickets for movies,

leaving cynthia, me, denise and rachel.

we did a lot of retarded stuff that degraded our maturity and ages, 'nuff said.

but cynthia's 7-up tower really rocked, xD.

watched sherlock holmes with my seniors and batchmates at 12.05am in the morning.

went to macs at four, but i wanted cup noodles, so i bought the korean one from Cheers.

didn't sleep till like six in the morning.

thanks to denise for letting me drain your nintendo ds ;D

sherlock holmes was brilliant, robert downey jr. is the best C:

he's been my favourite actor since i saw him in iron man.

jude law did well as watson, and the story was fantastic.

thanks to rachel for giving me a lift to marymount mrt :D

but i still dislike you discussing what you dislike about other people, (:

i lovelovelove my theatre mates, xD.

pandora.

{ hyunjoongjungminhongki&taemin. }

Chii?

Monday, December 28, 2009 @ 7:40 PM

okay, i'm watching this tutorial as i type, it's about how to make Chii ears (Chobits :x).

i honestly have no idea who Chii is, but my senior said i would make a good Chii,

so i'm sort of checking out some tutorials 'cause i have a lack of caaaash.

yes yes, poor me, xD.

there's this Chii costume i've found that's not too revealing :x, but it costs US$99.99,

plus the shipping costs US$29.99, and the Chii ears i've found will cost another $10.00 ._.

awhhh D:

i'm gonna ask teresa C: hopefully she can help me out.

pandora.

{ hyunjoongjungminhongki&taemin. }

heel the world.

Friday, December 25, 2009 @ 7:21 PM

if you've read my wishlist, please don't get me wrong.

i don't want new heels, not really.

i just don't want to have to wear my stupid red heels with white polka dots

every time there's a formal function.

i want nicer heels if i have to wear them.

merry christmas.

@ 6:49 PM

Merry Christmas my pretties, i hope you're happy. Don't overeat! :D lovelovelove, Pan.

omg i've finished my composition and math, go buy 4D! ._.

these few days have been trying.

i need a good listener, with the following requirements.

- no regard for his/her phone bill

- can keep secrets

- has a load of free time

please inquire by sms :D

anyway, i bought the @cash i promised zhixin yesterday.

she seems super happy xD that's good.

she spent part of it on some stupid ultra mini shorts ._.

hopes she spends the rest on something more sensible C:

pandora.

{ hyunjoongjungminhongki&taemin. }

say thank you.

Wednesday, December 23, 2009 @ 6:50 PM

as you might have noticed, the follow me on twitter button is screwed, so i've fixed it.

say thank you, xD. just kidding.

anyway, won't be posting much these few days, 'cause my mum's banning me,

so i'll only be posting when she out.

don't miss me C:

pandora.

{ hyunjoongjungminhongki&taemin. }

sickened.

Sunday, December 20, 2009 @ 10:51 PM

i am officially sick of plurk, so here you go, Twitter, xD.

started following cheryl today on her super new twitter account.

follow me please! pleasepleaseplease.

trying my best to rush my homework - halfway through maths, halfway through my la book,

haven't touched my composition, and a fraction of my geography is finally studied.

haish, i am such a procrastinator i sicken myself. i need to get help.

any open slots in the nearest mental hospital?

pandora.

{ hyunjoongjungminhongki&taemin. }

i want out.

Saturday, December 19, 2009 @ 3:48 PM

i don't think i can take it anymore.

living with her is driving me mad, making me cry.

i want to move out.

rushing my homework over these few days before school starts C:

honestly, i can't wait for the school term to resume, life's empty without work to do.

i want my friends back, xD.

i want my cca madness back.

i want my teachers back.

i want my timetable back.

i want my seniors back.

pandora.

{ hyunjoongjungminhongki&taemin. }

i think my tears today can fill a water bottle.

cleansers, nutshells and confusion.

Friday, December 18, 2009 @ 8:59 PM

ok, i've calmed down, so there's no need for a stupid hiatus.

shall not bother to explain, think what you want.

korea was beautiful, so much that it felt unreal when i was there.

shanghai was quite lovely too, and everyone was more comfortable with the familiar food there.

still not quite in the mood to blog about the whole trip in detail,

so i'll post my journal entries up when i can be bothered.

basically, in a nutshell, i loved the korean food, culture, traditional costumes and people,

but the people seemed a little rude, as, according to my father, their language is 'abrupt',

so we didn't really mind, and anyway most of them were real friendly.

i cannot tell you how useful my ipod was, 'cause there were so many times

when i needed something to numb myself and calm down.

i bought quite a bit of stuff, and i'm quite pleased.

& zhixin's tony moly cleanser

& two tony moly cleansers for myself, which came with a load of khj goodies, xD.

& two hoodies, one maroon, one dark green.

& a grey tote bag

& another cleanser from thefaceshop

please pardon my sudden use of formal literature-like language,

i've been reading my la homework.

pandora.

{ hyunjoongjungminhongki&taemin. }

[edit]

i also bought shinee's year of us album C:

[/edit]

c o n f u s i o n.

@ 8:49 PM

i've confused myself again.

w h a t c a n i s a y ?

give me time; hiatus.

goodbye till 18 dec.

Wednesday, December 9, 2009 @ 3:55 PM

hey dears :D
i'm currently using the free internet access in the airport.
about to depart, in maybe thirty minutes.
there's only 13 minutes left due to the limit they have on the computers,
so i'll make it short and quick.

GOODBYE MY LOVES, I ALREADY MISS YOU.

i'm already starting to miss many people, especially a certain someone.
sleep well, eat well, and stay happy C:

i'll be back on the 18 Dec, please do not call or sms me unless absolutely necessary,
'cause it will cost $2 per minute for a call, and 50 cents an sms.
off to my crazy shopping spree in korea and shanghai, xD.
i'll try my best to find an internet cafe in korea or shanghai.

goodbye, there's only 9 minutes left.

pandora.
{ hyunjoongjungminhongki&taemin. }

suju tryouts.

Monday, December 7, 2009 @ 11:04 PM

it's 11 and i'm not sleeping yet :x

anyway, since ryna told me to try liking suju, i did.

looking at their photos, i like ryeowook and leeteuk C:

ok ryna, i've tried, happy now? i guess they are pretty nice.

off to find videos.

batch outing update.

@ 9:27 PM

P/S: will not be talking about my batch outing today,

you can read everything on clare's blog.

and it's 2 days to my flight.

@ 9:13 PM

._. going to plaza singapura with miss yin to watch 'A Christmas Carol' and eat lunch.

apparently, she has invited terence to go as well, haish.

not looking forward to it, but i guess the movie will be pretty good.

didn't go for ballet since saturday, 'cause my stomach was aching.

i suppose i'll go tomorrow, to join the grade fives at

11 in the morning before going to dhouby ghaut.

my point shoes are coming along well, already done with half of one shoe,

but then i lost my needle :x buying another one tomorrow.

the whole set of needles is super cheap ok?

one dollar for one whole set of many many needles.

they break really easily, but i heck care, i just want to get the job done.

i feel kind of stupid now, 'cause the person i really want to talk to

is currently asleep on the other side of the world ._.

aish, i really need a local listener, maybe?

i've been procrastinating so much, now i have to do my homework on the flight to shanghai,

then the flight to korea, then the flights back.

haven't really packed yet, 'cause i can't be bothered,

so i shall do it later tonight and tomorrow morning, and maybe the next morning,

before my flight at four in the afternoon.

realized after making a list that i have a ton of things i want to buy in korea,

gladiator sandals, tees, black stockings, etcetera.

i'm getting spoiled and materialistic :x

pandora.

{ hyunjoongjungminhongki&taemin. }

light stix and badges.

Saturday, December 5, 2009 @ 9:51 AM

currently at home, since i didn't feel well.

not sure whether i'll be going tomorrow either, but hopefully i can go on monday and tuesday.

just found this. i want! (:

it costs $3, but it is postage-only, so i probably have to pass them the money through the bank,

but i don't think i can do that ._.

i really need more badges! xD my old ones are getting boring.

i want these light sticks too :D but there won't be much use to them,

so i doubt i'll be getting them.

i need to go now, byeee.

pandora.

{ hyunjoongjungminhongki&taemin. }

ballet intensive.

Friday, December 4, 2009 @ 10:47 PM

turns out my mum is done packing our stuff - my brother's stuff and my stuff - for korea.

i'm bringing a carry-on bag, but it's almost filled after i put my jackets, hats and scarves in ._.

don't know how i'm going to fit the rest of my stuff.

it's gonna be a harrowing experience, that's for sure.

don't feel like going for ballet tomorrow.

plus 'cause i'm missing a session due to my trip, i have to go on sunday too,

then there are some extra classes on monday and tuesday,

where my class will join the grade fives to revise and practice our foundation again,

and have some intensive stretching session! D: stretching is extremely out of my zone.

that means 4 days of ballet in a row. BEFORE MY TRIP.

not to mention the fact that __ ______ __ ____ doesn't help. at all.

i feel kind of sick anyway, so i'll see how it goes in the morning.

if i don't feel too good, i'll just go for piano class at 12 noon.

wonder girls' So Hot is ringing in my head. it must be audition ._.

too much exposure to addictive songs.

i shall go to sleep before my dad blows his top.

pandora.

{ hyunjoongjungminhongki&taemin. }

lyrical hiphop - bleeding love.

@ 1:21 PM

i heart my jungmin icons.

found this guy on youtube who reads twilight chapter by chapter,

putting in his own funny comments, confirming my opinion that twilight officially sucks.

he mutters some profanities in some places, so the video's not going to be put on my blog.

go search youtube, xD good luck.

watched sytycd, and realized where the dance i fangirled over last year came from.

the exact season i'm watching! C: i watched it a ton of times on youtube after i found it,

and now i can finally watch it properly on teevee ;D

it was so beautiful. when i first watched it on youtube, i thought it was a contemporary routine,

but turns out it's hip-hop, lyrical hiphop.

the commentary at the start should be about the choreographers, i guess,

tabitha and napoleon, my favourite choreographers on the show - they are so brilliant :D

that was the video with the best quality i could find on youtube,

sorry if it's not up to your standard or whatever.

pandora.

{ hyunjoongjungminhongki&taemin. }

icon change, SS501.

Thursday, December 3, 2009 @ 10:12 PM

alrighty, i've changed the icons.

decided on ss501 after having a hard time choosing between shinee, ss501 and ft island.

shall change them again after i get bored of them.

tangyuan.

@ 9:47 PM

xD happy 408th post.

so i was listening to One Time on hanjing's blog again,

and i finally got myself to check out who's justin bieber.

according to wiki, HE'S FIFTEEN YEARS OLD, :O wth lah.

and his songs are pretty good, honestly, i like most of them.

his voice freaks me out when i don't have an image of his face in my head,

'cause it's so high-pitched.

making tangyuan was fun C:

i competed with my brother to see who prepared more tangyuans,

and i obviously won hands down, considering my age and experience.

he only did 1 plate's worth, while i did 2 :D

the tangyuan syrupy soup thing wasn't too sweet this time, fortunately.

i liked the tangyuans quite a bit, although i got sick of them after a while (:

planning to change the pictures used at the side of my posts.

gonna go source for icons, will be done in a bit.

pandora.

{ hyunjoongjungminhongki&taemin. }

111 questions.

@ 11:56 AM

another quiz ;D don't worry, my proper post is after it,

so just scroll down if you want to skip this entire section.

111 Questions.

1)Are you really ready for 111 questions?

who cares.

2) Was your last real relationship a mistake?

._. maybe.

3) Who did you last say “I love you” to?

uhm, i forgot and it doesn't matter.

4)Do you regret it?

nope, i don't.

6) Have you ever been depressed?

many, many times.

8) Are you a boy or girl?

i'm a gay inside a girl's body, what do you think?

9) What is your relationship status?

single and unavailable until i say otherwise.

10) How do you want to die?

naturally, in my sleep.

11) What did you last eat?

i just had meatball soup, so meatballs :D

12) Played any sports?

does badminton last night count?

13) Do you bite your nails ?

when i'm nervous. i think when i went to collect my psle results

my nails got bitten till they bled a little.

14) When was your last physical fight?

uhm, i think a few days ago, with my brother.

15) Do you have an attitude?

i'm overflowing with it.

16) Do you like someone?

yes C:

17) What is your real name?

read my profile, YOU NOOB.

19) Are you gonna get high later ?

no, not really, i have to start sewing my pointe shoes for ballet,

and I HATE SEWING, THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

20) Do you hate anyone at the moment?

nah, nobody.

21) Do you miss someone?

MANY PEOPLE, D:

22) Twirl or cut your spaghetti?

xD twirl.

23) Do you tan a lot?

very little, but i fan a lot with clare ;D

24) Have any pets?

my brother, but he's not well-trained ._.

25) How exactly are you feeling?

painful, 'cause i'm having stomachache, tired, neutral.

26) Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving?

yeah, like the time after dramafest, i stuffed the red bean bun into my mouth and swallowed.

then drank coke to ease the pain in my throat, (:

27) Ever made out in the bathroom?

uhm.

28) Would you take any of your exes back?

uuuuuuhm.

29) Are you scared of spiders?

not really, unless they're crawling on me,

but the big hairy types really creep me out, like the tarantula.

30) Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?

yes please.

31) Do you regret anything from your past?

who doesn't? D:

32) What are your plans for this weekend?

ballet, piano, more ballet, sewing, math, la compo.

yes my life is really really dull.

33) Do you want to have kids?

uhm, not really.

34) Did you ever kiss someone whose name starts with an M?

nuhh.

35) Do you type fast?

average speed, i'm not broadband C:

36) Do you have piercings? How many?

none.

37) Do you ever want to smoke?

i want to kill all the smokers i see. DO YOU THINK I WANT TO SMOKE?

38) Can you spell well?

average average.

39) Do you miss anyone from your past?

some people.

40) What are you craving right now?

a big, warm hug, and for someone to turn the stupid fan off!

it's freezing.

41) Ever been to a bonfire party?

nope, and i don't think it's very nice to cause excess pollution, don't you think?

43) Have you ever been on a horse?

i think so, and this reminds me of JUNGMIN(L).

44) Kissed someone in a pick up truck?

uh, NO.

45) Have you ever broken someone’s heart?

your guess is as good as mine.

46) Have you ever been cheated on?

nope xD but the hawker didn't return my change the other time.

meanie, i was almost broke then and you took my moneyyy!

47) Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?

i think i could safely answer NO.

49) Would you live with someone without marrying them?

uhmm, besides my family, probably not, unless i'm about to marry that person.

50) What should you be doing?

homework.

51) What’s irritating you right now?

YOU.

52) Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt?

i got a fever, ok?

53) Does somebody love you?

xD family and friends.

54) What is your favorite colour ?

orangeeee.

55) Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?

yup, guess why? :D

57) Do you have trust issues?

maybe.

MIA-ed questions 58 to 61.

62) Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you?

._.

63) Who was the last person you cried in front of?

i always cry to myself.

64) Do you give out second chances too easily?

depends on the person.

65) Is it easier to forgive or forget?

forgive.

66) Is this year the best year of your life?

it's the third worse.

67) What was your childhood nickname?

ky.

68) ever walk out naked?

nuhh, you?

70) Do you believe everything happens for a reason?

yes, i believe i do.

71) What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?

read my book C:

73) What is bothering you?

my stomachahe, i will get to it after i'm done here.

74) Have you ever been out of your province?

yeah, loads of times.

75) Do you play the Wii?

don't have one but want one.

wii sports ftw! ;D

76) Are you listening to music right now?

nope, like i said my stomach hurts.

77) Do you like Chinese food?

:) love them.

78) Do you know your father's b'day?

yeahhh.

79) Are you afraid of the dark?

only if i watched/read some horror thing before i got into the dark.

80) Is cheating ever okay?

no, unless you're playing CHEAT.

81) Are you mean?

depends on who i'm talking to.

82) Can you keep white shoes clean?

can't :D

84) Do you believe in true love?

yes, i do.

88) Do you like the outside?

especially when it rains, i love the smell of rain.

89) Are you currently bored?

yeeeeees.

90) Do you wanna get married?

mm-hm, i do, pretty much :D

91) Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?

uh, depends on the age of the person.

but most of the time, regardless of age, IT DISGUSTS ME.

92) Are you hungry?

my stomach hurts! i can't tell if i am.

93) Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight?

i've cried for more than half hour.

94) What makes you happy?

many things, i cant list them all.

95) Would you change your name?

nope, but i would add pandora to it.

96) Ever been to Alaska?

never.

98) Do you watch the news?

as much as possible.

99) What’ s your zodiac sign?

libra, the scales.

100) Do you like Subway?

i love everything about it! C:

101) Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?

nope.

103) Do you talk like your friends?

not really, but i keep getting influenced by a certain someone.

105) Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them?

yes ._.

106) Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?

uhm, NO. how unfortunate.

107) who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?

my brother.

108) Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?

YES, I WOULD KILL HIM.

109) Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

MYSELF.

110) Favorite lyrics right now?

i got you babe, i call i call it Chocolate Love.

111) Can you count to one milllion?

why should i?

there i'm done :D

went to ask miss shyamala how to sew my pointe shoes,

'cause i completely forgot how to, and ruined the whole thing.

i haven't been on facebook for a long time,

my pet should be dying now, and my restaurant workers should have all died :D

i wonder how everyone's doing, i can't wait for school to start again.

it sucks to have no friends to talk to face-to-face,

and it's making me emo, and causing my emotions to sway back and forth.

i need my friends ... x_x

zhixin's blog is suffocatingly sickening.

all her posts make me feel a piercing discomfort, and i cannot take it anymore,

so i shan't read it from today onwards ._.

i feel more free now after releasing myself from

the supposed ~~love~~liking i had for ___ _____,

who unfortunately likes someone else, and is probably _____ __ _____ ___.

so i shall stop my nonsense now, it's just like i'm hurting myself, for no apparent reason.

it's really dumb and stupid.

anyway, i shall get to sewing my shoes now,

will post pictures if i finish, which is as possible as me looking pretty.

pandora.

{ hyunjoongjungminhongki&taemin. }

57 Girl Confessions.

Wednesday, December 2, 2009 @ 10:44 PM

decided to do a quiz since i didn't want to sleep yet,

and was bored out of my wits. so here you go, don't fall asleep reading it.

extracted from Clarissa's blog, some fragments (i.e. definitions) copied.

57 (Girl) Confessions ._.

1. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?

yes, unless he leaves a heck lot of saliva on it :x

2. A big poof dress or a short party dress?

party dress, but i would prefer my pants anytime.

3. What would you do if you received a long love letter?

read it carefully, and check if it's genuine or just a disappointing prank.

4. Group dates or single dates?

depends :D

5. Do you hate it when guys act different around their friends?

not really, i guess it's pretty normal, but i hope the side of him he's showing me is genuine,

and he's not faking it too much in front of his friends/me.

6. Are diamonds a girl’s best friend?

for me, BOOKS. yes books C:

i don't need stupid rocks to take up space in my cupboard where i can put my books.

7. Is your hair up or down today?

down, duh. i'm not a egomaniac or a vain person, but i do comb luhs.

8. Do you straighten your hair?

nope, but if my wavy hair gets out of control, i will.

9. Favorite mascara:

no favourites, but i think mascara is generally all the same thing, whatever brand.

but i hate using the kind where you have to pull at your eyelashes to get the mascara off.

10. Do you get your nails done?

nah, i have no money and i don't care for this kind of nonsense (;

11. Small or large purse?

don't know whether this is large or small,

but i like long purses that aren't too tall in terms of height (wth am i saying),

with enough space to hold my handphone, money and ipod classic.

12. In your purse, what are your must haves?

money and ez-linkcard xD

13.Jeans or sweats?

sweats when i'm practicing dances, jeans for everyday wear.

14. Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry that’s uncomfortable?

i don't put myself through meaningless pain.

15. Do you text message a lot?

no, i barely fill 20% of my student plan every month (1000 free smses)

16. What would you do if you got pregnant?

i won't get myself pregnant so no worries :D

but if i do, OMFG.

17. What’s your favorite color?

orangeeee.

18. Heels or flats?

flats please! heels SUCK.

they give me blisters, cuts and cause a load of uneasiness when i walk.

19. Did you ever cry during a romantic movie?

i never watch romantic movies, but i cried during 2012, among other strange shows.

do they count? C:

20. Would you ever leave the house without make-up on?

uhm, i don't use looks-enhancers much.

21. Walmart or Target?

target. i heard they sell game money cards,

and P/S: these two places only exist in usa so far i think.

22. Do you wear collared shirts?

besides the PE shirt, not much, 'cause they make me feel like i'm suffocating.

23. Do you like preppy boys?

Preppy: is quite often used to refer to a particular subculture present

within most populous American high schools: the traditionally "popular kids",

generally consisting of the children of middle to upper class families,

typically characterized as a shallow, transparent group,

who are primarily concerned with extrinsic things,

the three most obvious of which are probably popularity (generally within their own high school), physical appearance and material possessions.

Although, when used in this sense,

the word is considered slightly more "slang-ish" when it is shortened to the term, "prep(s)".

(copied from clare.)

not at all.

24. Do you think lip gloss is the best?

i think clare's better, LaughOutLoud.

25. Do you own any big sunglasses?

no, but omg you just reminded me to buy a pair in korea/shanghai.

26. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?

if i don't eat breakfast, 10 minutes, unless i'm going out with my besties,

then it'll take about 20 minutes, :D more effort.

27. Do you like to wear band-aids?

maybe :x

28. Do you like skater boys?

yes, unless he's overly obsessed with the plastic thing with wheels.

29. Do you often wish there was something you could change?

yes, my hands, nose, feet and hair.

30. Gold or silver?

silver. xD

31. Do you like to receive flowers?

yes, especially sunflowers and daisies.

32. Do you like surfer boys?

same as the skater boys question, but exclude the 'with wheels' bit.

33. Do you dress up for the holidays?

nah, who cares anyway.

34. Do you like to wear dresses?

pants.

35. On a scale of 1-10 how much do guys confuse you?

most guys are easy to decipher, so i'll give a range.

2-8 out of 10. yes, some of them i try not to talk to

or i'll be sleepless thinking about wth they were trying to say.

36. In the last 48 hours have you hung out with a guy?

my brother, dad, grandpa C:

37. Would you date a guy shorter than you?

taller as much as possible, but short is fine too.

38. Do you like to hold hands?

uhm, depends. on the hand, and the owner of the hand.

39. What is the youngest you would date?

12 years old, but preferably 12 months younger :D count backwards from my birthday.

40. What is the oldest you would date?

uhm, i would stretch it to, maybe, 6 years?

41. What do you notice when you first meet a guy?

they say eyes are windows to the soul.

42. Is it hot when guys sweat?

uhm, NOTE TO CLARISSA : HOT AS IN THE OTHER HOT, NOT THE WARM HOT.

you are so clueless sometimes (:

uhm, depends.

43. What is the best feature in a guy?

depends.

44. Do you like making eye contact?

hate it, especially with any random guy, even an ugly one.

46. Would you kill for chocolate?

:D maybe.

47. Did you ever spend all day/night getting pretty for a guy?

did you? nutcase with fruit.

48. On a scale from 1-10 how fun is shopping?

if i have enough money, 8.

if i have a shopping buddy and enough money, 9.

49. Do you freak out if you miss your favorite show?

depends on which show ;D

50. Do you yell a lot?

yes, i do, especially now during the holidays.

51. Do you wear sweatpants/pajamas to school/work?

heck no.

52. Have you ever dressed unlike yourself to impress a guy?

nah, i think that's stupid.

53. Do you write a lot of mushy love poems?

i write a lot of poems, but love poems aren't really liked or written by me.

my dad writes a ton of poems too, and sometimes he tries love poems,

get successful, but agrees with me that it's way to mushy sick.

his poems are never really directed at any particular person, so don't worry.

54. What makeup ~~could~~can you not live w/out?

uhm, none.

55. Do you fall in love easily?

it's seems that way, but recently i've gotten better at controlling the puppy love.

56. Do you have cramps?

a little, occasionally.

but during school days it can get really bad, 'cause sometimes i don't eat lunch due to work,

then go for theatre with out eating anything.

so i get horrible stomach cramps/gastric pain.

57. Do you think you have the bestest friend ever?

yes, xD.

there, it's done, and the clock reads 11:20PM.

goodnight my dears.

cca ftw <3

@ 9:08 PM

last night, before i slept, i had a good look at my new fringe in the mirror as i brushed my teeth.

guess what? i cried to sleep afterwards.

all the tears held back when she called me rude and misinterpreted me came out.

my fringe looked worse than the, and i quote from her, 'lion's mane' from before.

it looked like a 6-year-old had attacked it with a pair of scissors.

so i went to my grandparent's today, i didn't think i could stand today with her.

my grandpa brought me to Snip Avenue nearby to get a haircut,

and i got my fringe trimmed straight again, and also trimmed my hair and thinned it.

now my hair's all straight at the ends, but still layered, so it's much neater.

but i have to wait for my fringe to grow, it's horribly short now.

found out today that cca camp would be on 28 Dec and 29 Dec,

at a chalet :D so i presume we will be staying one night.

and it turns out there is cca during the holidays, the dates are as follows -

18, 21 and 23 december, i think.

amanda seems to have made a mistake in the dates, she wrote them as november.

anyway ;D

YESYESYESYESYES, finally. CCA :D i've been missing it the entire holiday.

but i don't think i can go for the first session,

i'll be reaching singapore in the late afternoon that day ._.

awh, D: but there is still the other dates and the camp, and i feel so

GOOD.

kekeke xD i can't wait to go back to school.

yes, i may seem strange to you, but that's exactly how i feel,

except for the holiday homework bit, which i'm not looking forward to.

my mum mentioned just now about having to make a list of the things she wants to buy,

and i said i should too, and that i wanted a pair for flats :D

she just gave a pair of hers! C: a pair that she never touched, omg.

it's champagne-coloured, and seems satin-ish, i love them!

i guess that's one thing off my list.

and khengfang - i'm taking you seriously. a giraffe it is! (:

hanjing too, but clare's will depend.

going to make tang yuan tomorrow, i can't wait, it's gonna be fun,

no matter how badly the tang yuan is done,

however overly-sweet my mum will make the syrupy soup thing,

it won't matter! xD 'cause my mum will (hopefully) scold us less 'cause we're helping.

that'll be a good change from recently.

by the way, i'm starting to become the crybaby i was in primary 6, darn it.

i'm starting to cry a little too much more than usual,

and usual is actually ZERO PERCENT. 0%.

maybe even a negative percentage (if that were even possible).

it was good to have a more optimistic character this year compared to last year,

considering all that happened last year (don't remind me).

so i hate the new me, the crybaby one x_x get lost!

Chocolate Love is going great! i got the dance from intro to end of first verse,

which is good progress, considering my abilities and amount of free time.

hopefully Replay will be saved by the latest video i've downloaded from yt,

a slowed and mirrored video of the dance.

i just can't get the jumping-back-and-forth thing,

and onew's solo bit of the dance is confusing :x they do it so fast.

pandora.

{ hyunjoongjungminhongki&taemin. }

moody.

Tuesday, December 1, 2009 @ 10:25 PM

sometimes i wonder, why do i even bother to try?

no matter how hard i tried to meet up to your expectations,

you always manage to find a problem with me, but why?

every time i say a joke, you don't get it and interpret it wrongly, all the wrong ways,

saying i'm rude and complaining about how all the teenagers are so rude nowadays.

these days, i realize that i just can't seem to get to you anymore.

what happened mum?

pandora.

{ hyunjoongjungminhongki&taemin. }

waiting for the rainbow after this painful, cold shower.

wants.

@ 6:01 PM

going to start preparing for korea, and one big question to ask you lovely readers first

before anything else is decided.

do you guys want anything in particular for

your birthday next year?

it'll probably be easier for me to get nice stuff overseas,

when we're all in a spending kind of mood, so be thick-skinned and tell me now!

or i'll wrench your neck when you pop that you want something

that i could have easily gotten you overseas next year.

or you could ask me to buy something, then pay me back. up to you.

so far,

denise : the cutest pig bunny soft toy i've ever seen.

ask her to show you. if i can, i'm buying one for myself, if i can find it that is.

zhixin : tony moly cleanser.

pandora.

{ hyunjoongjungminhongki&taemin. }

pen and paper, black and white.

@ 4:59 PM

just watched a super-long-time-ago episode of Music Bank (:

haven't been able to watch it recently 'cause my mum saw a bit of Happy Together,

and now thinks that all korean shows are 'crazy' ._. dang it.

anyway, F.T Triple is getting cuter and cuter xD jaejin's voice is pretty good.

MBLAQ is getting more and more sickening, Beast is getting okay,

and the new new new group - December, consisting of two guys, is a great new concept.

they look quite above average, which is typical, but their voices are lovely and brilliant,

which is SO NOT TYPICAL.

onew went off-key, as per normal, and jonghyun was absent due to illness,

so a suju guy too over his part, and carried off the part pretty well for someone

who probably hasn't been able to practice much.

well, my mum just got my hair cut.

or rather, she cut my hair ._.

she felt that the fringe was way too untidy, so she forced me into it just now.

my protesting didn't move her at all! D:

but it looks quite okay, since she only cut my fringe.

it's thinner, and neater by a mile compared to before, but a little too thin,

such that it can't really cover my forehead anymore.

haish, i was stupid to give in, but heck, i don't really care.

it's gonna grow longer before school starts, so whatever.

i couldn't control myself :D

so i went back to pen and paper, 'cause i love them too much.

yes, i'm writing in a journal again, i couldn't stop myself.

i took the nicest looking notebook out of what crap i have left,

which is the shinhwa notebook i won in the blogshop lucky draw C:

i love wide and tall notebooks, so it is perfect.

i really can't get myself motivated to make another skin,

maybe someone could give me a push? ;D say something nice and it will work.

starting to really like my new blogskin,

it looks lovely and i like the colour scheme a lot, it's really similar to my ex-blogskin.

pink, white and grey (:

i love it when someone puts those three colours in a blogskin beautifully,

'cause i'm no good at coordinating colours properly.

pandora.

{ hyunjoongjungminhongki&taemin. }

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