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Friday, October 24, 2008 @ 9:17 PM
feelingg so
crumpled,
rejected,
ashamed,
pathetic,
and i don't like it.
nahh,
i don't think i will tell you why .
i'm sick of always complaining .
so if i'm a piece of paper,
crumple me up,
and ---
throw
me
away.
then leave me alone .
surrounded by friends,
i feel crowded .
but sometimes,
i just feel ---
ALONE .
sometimes, i just want to ---
be alone
to think and
clear my thoughts.
but i'm in the midst of everything :
every mess
every breakup
every word
every screammm
every tear
i'm tired of being in the light;
please let me into the shadows,
to rest .
in the light,
everyone watches every single
move i make,
waiting,
expecting something of me .
something great .
the burden is unbearable .
in the shadows,
i'm ignored .
treated as an equal sometimes,
but mostly ignored .
i like it .
i can be alone,
to think,
to heal my gashing wounds,
burning from too much light .
the light is nice, warm,
but too much is ---
unhealthy .
painful .
it makes you feel wasted, thrown aside, abused .
it makes you feel bad .
don't enter the light,
no matter how
tempting and alluring
it is .
it may be nice for a while,
but after a period of time,
it will hurt .
don't get tricked .
♥ nights XOXO .
