6a6a6a6a6a6a addiction
Friday, November 14, 2008 @ 4:26 PM
i want my class back.
give it back.
my 6a ♥
my life.
i want it all back.
return it.
at the start of the year,
i couldn't wait for '08
to endddd,
as soon as possible.
i wanted to leave this
school and life and friends
tht i had dreaded back then.
now,
i wish time would stop for
eternity,
and everything would
never change ---
friends.
classmates.
teachers.
school.
everything.
i want them to remain where
i desire them to be.
please,
i need you, 6a.
you were and still are
the only thing that i'm living for.
girls; laughing and chatting ---
boys; playing cards && playing it cool ---
teachers; i want them to nag and scold us again.
i want back the life tht i had hated.
i want it... TT
today was prize-giving day.
it was the average ceremony and all tht.
after everything was over,
my face fell.
i had been hoping tht
the concert would last forever,
till the end of time.
i couldn't speak.
i felt my eyes.
wet tears were falling
quickly, like a waterfall.
i hadn't realized,
but i was crying.
i wiped my eyes on my sleeve
&& pulled out my camera.
took abt 6 photos of
different parts of xinghua,
as much as i could from the angle
i was in.
the quadrangle.
the crowded canteen.
the music room.
the wall with
xinghua's history on it.
the piano in the canteen.
the science lab.
i couldn't take
any photos of him.
it would be too much
for me to handle,
and besides,
i couldn't find him.
he was lost in the crowd.
lost forever.
i took me a few moments
to calm my agitated
feelings >< i'm gonna miss you 6a;
i'm gonna miss you SO BAD.
i'm gonna miss the comfort
you gave me.
the happiness,
the sadness,
the little important lessons of ♥ i've learnt.
cos 6a, you're my type of heroin.
i'm addicted, and i ♥ it.
